Scott drove me to the race START so I wouldn't have my car. I was nervous to drive myself home post-race, thinking I'd be too exhausted to function. I knew my training wasn't all it was supposed to be. I trained with Marty for a good part of the summer, but then our schedules conflicted and I was on my own. I did some long runs solo and they felt good. But, Marty is faster than me, so I know I didn't push my own pace when alone. I was nervous for this race.
I ran a race the weekend prior as a last training run. It was a 10K trail run, so I thought this would be a good way to pace train. (Marathoners...hmmmm...is the weekend BEFORE a race too late to pace train? Oh well.) I ended up placing third woman overall, which was important only to help build my confidence for the following weekend. Although, I couldn't help wondering if running a race the weekend before was a bad idea and if I'd be recovered enough for my race! (I know, racers, I did this ALL wrong!) I also missed my last long run (due to tropical storm LEO), so I began my taper way too early. Oh, well. What's done is done. I figured I'd just do the best I could!
So, on race morning, I couldn't find Marty, my training partner. It was raining (it had been raining all morning), so I assumed he was waiting in the car with Rosanna. It wasn't raining when I left Philly at the crack of dawn, so I didn't even bring a rain jacket! Thankfully, the registration prize was a jacket. It's ugly, but I am damn proud of it! I earned that ugliness! So, I had that to wear while stretching (which I did minimally) and lining up. Still no Marty? Hmph. Too late to call...I left my cell in the car. I knew he had muscle issues recently, so thought maybe he decided to bail. Yikes. I had just talked to him the day before. So, I gave my ugly jacket to Scott, the race directors sounded the bell and off we went (not very quickly)! I have a tendency to start races quickly, but this was way longer than the longest 10 mile race I had run before, so I really had to think about pace. We got into the woods and I felt right at home.
I felt good. The first aide station was at mile 3.5. I put it in my head to just run from station to station. While 31.4 miles sounded like a lot, I knew I could do 3.5. One step at a time! But, before I go further, let me say a word about my support person. Besides driving me there, Scott, the wonderful man he is, met me at EVERY aide station with extra clothes, socks, water and food. I didn't eat any of the station food because I wanted to stick with what I was used to, which was pbj, hard boiled eggs and GuChomps, Jelly Beans, etc. (By the way, Gu's make me ill and I have a ton left...any racers want them? Email me.) His smile and encouragement at each stop motivated me. Nevermind his cute little puppy, who was also there. Scott also recorded my split times at each stop and took pics. This is mile 13.5 where I re-supplied (I can tell because I rarely took that pack off!)
Gee...am I actually SMILING still? (pic by Scott)
There were aide stations at miles 3.5, 6.5, 10, 13.5, 18.5, 23.5, and 27. Miles 18.5 and 23.5 were hard to get to, so I wasn't sure I'd see him. No worries, though, as he found his way. But, let's backtrack. Just before the first aide station, Kate Cousineau (who ran this race last year), appeared out of nowhere as I ran out of the woods! Wow. I was never so happy to see a familiar face! She ran down the street with me, and we saw Rosanna. Hmmmm. I guess Marty MUST be here. Somewhere. Kate went to find him and I kept running. Thanks, Kate! Kate, who was my angel that day, kept appearing about a mile from the aide stations to run with us. She'd run with me, go back to find Marty, and run with him. I began to look forward to these moments! She even ran me into the finish, doing the last 5+ miles with me!
Kate running the last leg with me - this DEFINITELY got me through! (pic by Scott)
But, wait, how on earth was Marty behind me. As he said "he smoked me all summer" and is a much faster runner! I got worried that he was in pain. My pacing for the first 10 miles was excellent! I was keeping a good pace, but one I knew I also could keep up for the long haul! I was psyched. Then...at mile 12'ish, I began having MAJOR muscle spasms in my calves. I stopped to stretch as they were so bad that I was wondering if I would, indeed, finish this race. Ugh. Marty passed me and while I had had a good pace going and a good place amongst the women, I lost it! I had to keep stopping to stretch and it took until mile 23'ish to realize I had been forgetting to take my salt tablets. Rookie mistake. :(
Marty, facing similar issues, stopped to stretch and we leapfrogged. 10+ miles of muscle pain for me. As I had begun endurance hiking last year with the hiking gang, I think this is what pulled me through. I learned mind over matter, especially with the first few hikes I did when I had NO IDEA if I could do it. I tried to apply the same principle, which is basically just keep putting ONE FOOT IN FRONT OF THE OTHER and eventually you will get there! Mile 17 included a creek crossing, which was FREEZING! It was fun, but didn't exactly help the muscle cramping! The good news, though, was that because of all the rain, the trail was basically like a sponge. While I had to be careful about falling and sliding all over, this took the pressure off my feet. As you may know, I suffer from Morton's Neuroma, which is a very painful tendon issue on the ball of the foot. This is why I can't really run roads, but the trail is more forgiving. But on this day, I was so lucky that my feet barely hurt at all (this was a first and on race day nonetheless....not bad!)!
Headed out of the woods toward an aide station. (pic by Scott)
Since Scott wrote down split times, I might as well analyze them! Here they are:
First 3.5 miles (3.5 total)- 36 minutes - Pace= 10 minutes/mile (good!)
Next 3 miles (6.5 total)- 31 minutes - Pace= 10 m/m (I can do this!)
Next 3.5 miles (10 total)- 32 minutes - Pace= 9.15 m/m (better!)
Next 3.5 miles (13.5 total)- 47 minutes - Pace=13.4 m/m (the calf pain started)
Next 5 miles (18.5 total)- 60 minutes - Pace=12 m/m (is the calf getting better?)
Next 5.5 miles (24 total)- 75 minutes - Pace=13.6 m/m (nope!) :)
Next 3 miles (27 total)- 36 minutes - Pace=13 m/m (ugh.)
Next 4.4 miles (31.4 total)- 55 minutes - Pace = 12 m/m. I will argue this last one as this is THEIR final time, not by Scott's watch, who did all the others. KATE ran this with me and there is no way we paced 12 minutes/mile. I think my final time was closer to 6 hours. We ran MUCH faster than that, passing other runners at this point! Kate, as my witness, even called me the "little engine that could" at this point!
But, you can really see how the calf pain altered my times. Dang. I guess this happens to the best of us!
So, anyway, I finished! My first ULTRA! Their clock time said 6 hours, 14 minutes. I am proud that I finished and definitely loved challenging my body. And my mind. As racers often do, I had a goal I didn't quite meet. But, we all have to have goals, right? I wanted to do it in closer to 5.5 hours. Had I not made that damn rookie mistake, would I have made this? I think so! Does that mean I'll race again? Who knows. I loved the race. Actually, I enjoyed it way more than I thought I would! I think my body is now trained for endurance because it really didn't hurt at all. The only hard part is the dedication to training. I actually felt guilty when I was on vacations this summer because I felt like I should be home running with Marty. And, I missed my other sports as I couldn't kayak, rock climb or even hike quite as much! (I did finally do Yoga again this morning - it felt GREAT!) I'm not sure I want to do the training part again! But, I do think this race created an addiction to running for me...as if I wasn't addicted already!
Speaking of pain, my friends and family who met me at the end thought I looked full of energy crossing the finish line (racers- Yup, that means I could've done this faster, right?). Angela asked if I felt like crying upon finishing. In some ways, I couldn't believe it was over. It was sort of anti-climactic. But, so was climbing Mt. Kilimanjaro in some ways. I guess, while I am proud of this accomplishment, the things that bring tears to my eyes are more the special people in my life. That is true joy to me. (Does that mean I'm a sap?)
In that vain, thanks so much to mom, Scott, Sue & Scott, and Angela & Tom for meeting me at the end- EVEN in the rain! You guys rock!Sue-Thanks for making me an awesome sign!
Kate-you were my running angel appearing in the woods JUST when I needed you! Thanks for that surprise!
Scott-THANKS for being my running support, for encouraging me before the race, for the massages before and after and for FEEDING me later that day!
Recovery wasn't so bad! Surprisingly, I didn't actually have much muscle soreness. My knees hurt the following day. Badly enough for me to take Aleve. I had to go buy it, because if you know me, you know I pretty much refuse to take medication unless it is absolutely necessary. How many people do you know that don't even keep it in the house? :)
By day #2, I felt okay....and started dreaming of my next race. All in all, it was an amazing experience. One rookie mistake or I woulda likely met my goal. I felt great at the end and still had energy. I am proud of what my body can do and loved the challenge to it. I am lucky in so many ways.
About to cross the finish line! Yippee! (pic by Sue)
I did it!











